
These will not come again
Steep was speaking, his voice majestic.
-nor this. Nor this
And as he spoke the pages appeared in front of Guthrie's grieving eyes; the pages of Steep's terrible book. There, a perfect rendering of a bird's wing, exquisitely coloured
-nor this
-and here, on the following page, a beetle, copied in death; every part documented for posterity: mandible, wing-case, and segmented limb.
-nor this
'Jesus,' he sobbed, the roll of tape dropping from his trembling fingers. Why couldn't Rabjohns have left him alone? Was there no corner of the world where a man might listen in the wail of the wind, without being discovered and reminded of his crimes?
The answer, it seemed, was no; at least for a soul as unredeemed as his. He could never hope to forget, not until God struck life and memory from him, which prospect seemed at this moment far less dreadful than living on, day and night, in fear of another Will coming to his door and naming names.
'Nor this...'
Shut up, he murmured to memories. But the page kept flipping in his head. Picture after picture, like some morbid bestiary. What fish was that, that would never again silver the sea? What bird, that would never tune its song to the sky?
On and on the pages flew, while he watched, knowing that at last Steep's fingers would come to a page where he himself had made a mark. Not with a brush or a pen, but with a bright little knife.
And then the tears would begin to come in torrents, and it wouldn't matter how hard the northeasterly blew, it could not carry the past away.
ii
The bears did not make a liar of Adrianna. When she and Will got to the dump, the remnants of the day still with them, they found the animals cavorting in all their defiled glory, the adolescents - one of them the bestproportioned female they'd yet spotted; a perfect specimen of her clan - scavenging in the dirt, the older female
